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Monday 23 September 2013

Smell that dwells

 It was there every now and then..

A part of me it touched and began

Good or bad it has got a charm

I cud feel it every dusk or dawn..


 

At times low at times high..

That fresh pungent smell was an airstrike..

I used to feel it everywhere..

That lip-smacking aroma in the air..


 


Toxic, tickling yet scrumptious..

It was clearly visible as it glares..

I got used to that tangy madness..

It brought that smile that lasted miles..


 


Not so sure if it will be there ever..

Dont know the origin, nor the flavor..

All I know is, it stayed since forever..

Predominant in my blood and air..


 


The last I remember it was sluggish and blue..

It’s been ages its missing in the air..

I try to search it everywhere..

But all in vein, not even a clue..


 


A tingle smell that rung the bells..


That marvelous smell that dwells !!


 

Monday 19 August 2013

Kuch is qadar mujhme tu aaj bhi baaki hai!!

 

Mere aaj me kal ki ik chhalak abhi baaki hai..

Kuch is qadar mujhme tu aaj bhi baaki hai!!



Teri aahanton se aaj bhi rooh waahqif hai meri..

Meri saanson me aaj bhi mehak teri baaki hai !!

 Teri yaadon ki parhchhayi chal rahi saath hai mere..

Un parchhhaiyo me chhipi muskaaan abhi baaki hai !!

Kuch is qadar mujhme tu aaj bhi baaki hai..


 

Seene ke kisi kone me aaj bhi rehta hai yaar mera

Us sone yaar da deeedar abhi baaki hai !!

 Noore mohabbat me madhosh main aaj bhi hoon

Us madhoshi ko labzon me bayan karnaa abhi baaki hai

Kuch is qadar mujhme tu aaj bhi baaki hai..



Karte hai dilon jaan qurbaan un pe aaj bhi hum..

Unhein is aashiqui ka ilm hona aaj bhi baaki hai !!

Milon ki dooriyaan pal mein fanaa kar doon, jo chaahe tu..

Kambakht, wo ik razaaa tere honthon pe aana aaj bhi baaki hai !!



Kuch is qadar mujhme tu aaj bhi baaki hai..

Friday 11 January 2013

Change..!!!


The complexity and dynamics of this World has always left me subtle and resentful !! Changes ! do we really need them ? Even if we do, shouldn’t there be a considerable rationing associated with them.

At times, I wonder how life would have been without those “THE ENDS” in everything we cherished. 

How I wish my favorite movie never ended; my ice cream cone would have never got over; my football never got punctured; my school days never ended; friends never departed; all priorities stayed the same; people we love stayed around forever… Would it have challenged the equilibrium of this Space ? 
Can’t we get a Change that can change all the ‘Changes’ ? Or to be précised, can we get a change that never changes ?



Monday 25 June 2012

If you wanna say U love me.!!

If you wanna say U love me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!         (Baeeeb’eh…)
If you wanna say U need me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!          (Baeeeb’eh…)
If you wanna say U r mine,
Oh common show some sign !!
If you wanna say M yours,
Why don’t stars sing in chorus !!
If you wanna say U love me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!         (Baeeeb’eh…)
If you wanna say U need me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!          (Baeeeb’eh…)



Baby, I know you are sugar,
But then why do we fight ‘n’ pepper !!
Oh ! I know you are gorgeous,
But it doesn’t change the obvious !!
If U wanna say you bother,
Why ain’t you any closer !!
If you wanna say U love me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!         (Baeeeb’eh…)
If you wanna say U need me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!          (Baeeeb’eh…)




Baby, you are running away from me,
And M running little out of time !!
U might choose something over me,
But you are my only choice !!
If you wanna say it’s meant to be,
Look what I have turned to be !!
If you wanna say U love me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!         (Baeeeb’eh…)
If you wanna say U need me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!          (Baeeeb’eh…)




I have known you for years,
You gonna go, you are so clear !!
Common, Don’t shed no more tears,
U won’t lose me, kill all your fear !!
If you think you ever need me,
I will be right there for you Baby !!
If you wanna say U love me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!         (Baeeeb’eh…)
If you wanna say U need me,
U will have to prove it Baby !!          (Baeeeb’eh…)


<<<<Closure without Music>>>>
If you wanna say its destiny,
No way you are the Trinity !!
If you wanna say U will miss me,
You don’t have to leave me baby !!
If you wanna say ………… Baby..
Oh common, just say it !!!!!


-Amar Alwani

Wednesday 7 December 2011

But I had to say !!

It’s not about the spoken..
It’s not about the forgotten..
It’s what I had to say !!

When the oceans were exploding..
When the volcanoes were erupting..
I had to say !!

When the melodies of life had all the flavors..
When the music of life had all the ragas..
 I had to say !!

When the time didn’t sweep..
When the world didn’t move..
I had to say !!

When there was no air..
When U and I were there..
I had to say !!

There has always been a lot to say..
wish I knew how to say…
Time, we could have seen..
Kindaa  knew it deep within..
I had to say !!

Missing all I cud have said..
missing all I cud have shared..
Missing all I did share..
And all that I did care.

The simplicity lies in staying mum..
The logic suggests holding calm..
But I had to say !!

-Amar Alwani

I like being in Love with you..!!

(on a request frm my sec c friend)

yeah I am doing this today.
As I have reason to write about you


a sodden morning with of your thought
just open my eyes
sight direct on your poster
started playing with my hair ( shows my concentration)
enhaling the fresh breathe this gave
I know you were there yesterday
hiding in my dreams
calling my name softly
suddenly it turned into a cute tune
Oh it was you, sMiLe-ing :: a solo effort
some mazic in that moment
made me feel like turning into duet..
yes, we both were sMile-ing
coz now you know I love you
I wish it will stay,
like the morning
like the beautiful stars showering their energy onto the sky


Its a pure feeling
love you like God
do write to you.
keep many photographs
but never met
I know you can never be mine
still i like being in love with you!!


-Juhi

Monday 5 December 2011

cute dried flowers


I guess being sick is a candy
lying down all d day
in the bliss of solittude
with vacant or in pensive mood
wandering lonely in my dreams


remembering those lovely scenes
which have become the past.
but i want to live them till my last


and then my heart fills with pleasure
when I dance with dose cute dried flowers
poking through those written pages
which i treasured from the ages!!

Thursday 1 December 2011

Rap Rap Rap...!!

<<To be read in one go>>

When I woke up at the morning
I kept on yawning..
Window was peeking in
Night was sneaking in
Small window opening
I thought it was breezing…

I looked for my glasses..
I got few scratches…
the table felt wet
As cold as it cud get…
With a twinkle on my eyes
I looked surprised

I rubbed my eyes
N felt disguised..
None hear me roar..
It covered me  all over..
I looked at the ice
But I had no choice..
I was still shocked…
As If I  slept on a dock..

It was not even December- u  (tried soup touch )
If I cud remember- u
I was amazed man…
It shudnt have snowed then…
I cud hear a bell on phone
And the dream was all gone..

-Amar Alwani

Tuesday 22 November 2011

When I saw her today.!!!

She is lively and steals d show
She will make u raise ur eye-brow
Her punch line is “y don’t u grow”
N she actually can punch if u limitlessly “bow”
Bt thr ws smthing unusual and sounded gray..
When I met her today…

She makes sure she gets whatever aspires
She is for sure everyone’s desire…
She cn spark an conversation on any xyz..
Her words have fire as she thinks so free…
Bt I saw there ws not much that she cud say
When I met her today…

At times she is simple at times she plays…
In d morning, she always prays…
At times a kid and some times gray..
She is nature’s mystic play..
I ws dazzled n had nothing to say
When I met her today..

She gathers an audiane with something or other
But there was some thing that actually bothered..
I met her after a week or so..
Don’t know why I found her so low..
Since then I have started to pray..
When I met her today..

  -Amar Alwani
        

we have seen.. all the seasons !!!!!


This story has no ending,
It might get slow.., but it won’t get boring !!
It’s about my most precious raga,
It’s not an story..,  it’s a saga !!
A story about  a few reasons,
2 friends.., and their varying opinions !!

It started wd d colg 6 yrs back,
Initially we both were.. in different tracks !!
Our age had just crossed d bars,
We came to college.. aiming million stars !!
Eye catcher among the millions,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

With the mystique innocence and simplicity,
The guy had come.. from a small city !!
People admired his passion,
but he waited.. for life to teach him a lesson !!
The second character of the story,
Was an amazing… fun loving chhori !!
With the twinkle in her eyes,
She was a darling.. among the guys !!

Though at first, we were in different tracks,
Different classrooms and.. different Spocs !!
And pretty soon our paths crossed,
and in next few days.. we were sitting across !!
In the beginning I was amazed,
But now I know.. d game God played !!
Together we took all the lessons,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

With a simple “hi” it started off,
No one knew.. this far it would go !!
From the classroom jokes it continued till Cafeteria,
And within few months,.. we discovered “DOG BARKING Area”
This was the spot where she always sat,
While I used to surf.. the remaining nest !!

The gang was big and crossed twenty,
But we two were.. a little senti !!
“Have found good mate”, we both believed,
But idiot us.. no one revealed !!
Semesters passed and Time went on,
We were so proud.. of our strengthening bond !!
“Friends forever”, was our decision,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

We fought like crazy every now and then,
People used to enjoy.. our debating trends !!
People loved our smiles and prayed for us,
But there were also a few.. who envied us !!
But this pair hardly cared,
And in this bond..  there was nothing unshared !!

We both cried and laughed together,
Together we enjoyed.. every weather !!
It’s true, there were ON and OFFs,
But both knew, we can’t afford each other’s loss !!
We laughed and fought  for no reasons,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!


The time then paused as college ended,
We both knew.. time can’t bend it !!
We trusted our bond and came more closer,
That was the best time.. we both pondered !!
But destiny came with a twist,
Both fought over something.. not that petite..
We never thought such a  day would come,
No one talked… both were affirmed !!
For the first time we had a reason,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

This was not a small fight,
As both had egos.. sharper than d light
She was hurt, big time hurt,
And He cud never.. forgive himself for d burst !!
But this tragic time was not the ending,
As it wasn’t such a.. weak binding !!

As beginners  we started again,
But the time that went.. had brought many changes !!
She was not  like how I left,
My friend was lost.. in a  theft !!
I had nothing against that thief,
Nor I could.. express my grief !!
I am a confused, but this was the biggest confusion,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!


It  restarted well and went  like forever,
With time we were.. at our  best like ever..
No big deal, it had to happen,
Both have memories..  unforgotten !!
Still  I felt, I have lost her,
Didn’t want to say..  as that wud hv bothered !!

I barely  know who turned the story,
Both were amazed.. chhora n chhori !!
It was d beginning of a wonderful feeling,
Though there have been wounds.. that don’t know healing
So if I say this, I have my reasons,

That we have seen.. all the seasons !!!!!


-Amar Alwani


I wish, I wudn’t have gone…

I never loved it
but I cudnt help it
I was no longer a kid ..
No excuses wud have did..
Travelling all alone….
I wish I wudnt have gone…..

M siting in a corner… all squeezed..
Cnt really answr it ws  fear or d breeze…
Looking outside d window….
In a hope dat ds  fear might go..
But yes dat wonderful corner…
Is d best place to see the nature’s order…

I can see trees moving…
Cute but  wobbly huts passing….
People working on their farms…
A few tractors, a few barren lands..
Kids playing with the stones and strands..
A lady tying her hair wd her band…

The kid sitting next to me…
Was also thinking free..
I went into d days when I ws a kid..
Lot many questions and never sticking to seat…
I tried to catch him with motions of my eyes..
He gave me a look completely disguise…
I asked hz name in a Kiddush tone…..

He blushed and hid beneath hz mother’s stole…
Oh I can see my fear fading….
The oxen out thr, masticating..
What’s dat thing , he pointed out…
Dats a “neel gai” I wanted to shout…
Her mother to rescue who answered his query…
Moms are sweetest of all the fairies…

Then started rounds of talking…
Every one boasting of histories n geographies…
I know I was about to get bore..
Cause they all have got a topic for another hour…
Everyone had an opinion on every tiny matter…
Debating out, I could only get a few words n that too shattered..

Again I referred gazing outside the window…
Into d sky watching birds in flocks go…
I wonder whom to praise for d way they gather..
Making such beautiful flocks using their feathers..
Sitting among d strangers and travelling alone….

How I wish, I wudn’t have gone…

-Amar Alwani

They still say I am a kid !!

I am in the corporate for last 2 years..
I have seen smiling faces and witnessed d tears !!
I have my colleagues deeply inclined..
I have confronted a dozen clients !!
I know the procedures..
I have been with the leaders !!
Still they have not open up their lid..
They still say I am a kid !!

I have been a champ through all the phase..
I was loved on all the stages !!
Friends seek my opinion on all the cases..
Sometimes fun some time embraces !!
A leader in school and a motivator in college..
Every one admired  this lad on his  voyage !!
And now when I have started proving my metal..
M still struggling in this battle !!
As if I have loosen many bid..
They still say I am a kid !!

Mom’s helping hand in d households..
And dad’s shoulder at his workshop !!
In family I was d eldest..
Neighbors say this guy is d best !!
Make everyone smile even without a reason..
I had to go ahead no matter what’s d season !!
Alone I should not drive to Noida, my dad insist..
Oh gosh..they still say I am a kid !!

I can sense d world’s motion..
I can predict everyone’s  notion !!
Before entering, I always knock d door..
I am among d best performer on d floor !!
Since very beginning I am clear about  my goals..
And I am trying hard, I can write this in bolds !!
I respect women and every human..
Bt  hw can I bear when they act inhuman !!
I have leant to give and to forgive..
Unless and until my ego gets breached !!
In all I have learnt al d emotions..
M no longer God’s best creation (baby) !!
My humor is what people love..
But this doesn’t mean I am not sagacious !!
This is one thing I want to get rid..
Y d hell they say I am a kid !!

-Amar Alwani

(Written on October 13, 2010 )

....

Baithe baiithe kya karein karna hai kuch kaam…
Bore horae hain aj hum,
 Nahi hai karne ko kuch kaammm….
(Na hai khane ko aam….)

So I decided now…
That I should write a
letter now….
(and now u will say wow..)

It has been high time
That we met…
& even higher that we played
“Jab we met”

Likhte likhte feel arahi hai ek….
Chod hcl n sftwr ki field…
Ban sakta hoon lyricist nek….


Likhna a main kabhi na chodunga..
Rakhi ho ya shabana sab ko impress kardoonga…
(i.e. gulzar n  javed akhtar ki chutti kar doonga….)

Aage likha to ye jaana…
Shayri me bhi hai  hamari…
Zehareela nazrana…..

Wah wah wah..
Wah ustad wah…..

yu hi..

Got ur msg after a long time…
I came to ofc today early sunshine…
Msg tha purana tera.. bt ignore kar dia maine…
U r missing since ages, jaise bicchdi judwa behnen…(ok ds was crazy.. :-( )
I don’t hav gud wrk to do today…
Feeling like having brtnnia gudday…
Lunch karne ki feel nai aati ab….
Khali chairs dikhti hain, café jao jab…
Petha nai khaya tere tiffin ka fr so long….
ek friend mila karta tha par wo bhi ab gone…
Kahan hai yar tu aksar poochta hoon main…
Is question ko literally mean nai karta hoon main…
Jane kyun lag ra hai m sounding boring…
Pehle wali mails jitni hai nahi writing…

Now finally I am free

Always busy and never free.
I now finally has weekend with meee.
Shall spent time in sleeing or hang with my friends.
Today, no one in my PG and no light,
So cannot connect with my friends,
nor IT world(My laptop/Mobile)
But I will not miss this weekend, no way.

So up to the mountains of creativity I flew.
I went alone, without a crew..
It buzzed around, there was no one to hurt,
it gives me relief of comfort..
picked up some colors and brush...
threw some painting in tarsh..
Finally I found an idea..
its seems to be diiferent
with lots of colors..creativity..
it can be my destiny..
with so much gain..
hope i'll not muck it up again..!!

I'll keep try to fly high till i got it right

Now finally  I am free.
You’re wrong if you think that’s the end.
That is the beginning of my journey....

-Juhi

Monday 30 May 2011

hmmm...!

Jst thot f writing to u..
But had sm wrk ,So thot rehne doon..
BUt in flashes I realized..
Jab likhna hi hai to fir kyu  itni fight ???

Sitting infront f mah system since morning..…
In my so calld sOMC which is literally burning….
Socha bahar jake mausam ka lutf uthaoon main…
Popcorn khaaake apni bhook mtaooon main…

Ab to lunch bhi akele karna padta hai….
Isse acha to bhooka rehna prefer karta hu mai..

Ye ofc bhi na by god….
Not evn a single MAAL, as I used to thot……(either rhyming or grammer… not both !!!! J)

Kaaam ka pressure thoda light hai..
Ap sunao, kya apke haal bright hain??

Friday 27 May 2011

d engineer (shhhhh.... read it alone..)

These days grls don’t wear choli n ghaghra…
Aaaj office me mera man nai lagra…

Aya hu office main at d time when ppl generally leave…
No 1 z goinn to  understand my grief…

Saara kaaam pehle se wind up ho chukaa hai….
Document padhke amar ab pak chukaa hai….

Jaaana hai aage banna hai great..
But for that we need to crack CAT or GATE…

Engg ki degreeee lekar ghoom raha har darzi….
Oopar se clg apna ek no. ka farzi……..

I guess I always wanted a technical career….
Aaaj my technology is sabse bada barrier….

School me C++ kheli  n college me kheli java….
Socha aisa hi raha toh is game me bada maja aawa…
But sm 1 dumped me in ds pool…
Kehne ko hai tool, but banarae hain fool

I know frnd that u hav loads to cheer me up..
But evn u know, pada hai tumhe bhi yehi dhap… (dhap means slap…)
Shahid’s new song is pump it up…

N I think now I should actually shut up…

But jane se pehle ye batana hai jaroori…
Career ki waaat lag gai hai ab pooori….

Ab kabhi na khula soch paaoonga main…
Khandan me kisi ko na engineer banwaoonga main…