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Tuesday 22 November 2011

When I saw her today.!!!

She is lively and steals d show
She will make u raise ur eye-brow
Her punch line is “y don’t u grow”
N she actually can punch if u limitlessly “bow”
Bt thr ws smthing unusual and sounded gray..
When I met her today…

She makes sure she gets whatever aspires
She is for sure everyone’s desire…
She cn spark an conversation on any xyz..
Her words have fire as she thinks so free…
Bt I saw there ws not much that she cud say
When I met her today…

At times she is simple at times she plays…
In d morning, she always prays…
At times a kid and some times gray..
She is nature’s mystic play..
I ws dazzled n had nothing to say
When I met her today..

She gathers an audiane with something or other
But there was some thing that actually bothered..
I met her after a week or so..
Don’t know why I found her so low..
Since then I have started to pray..
When I met her today..

  -Amar Alwani
        

we have seen.. all the seasons !!!!!


This story has no ending,
It might get slow.., but it won’t get boring !!
It’s about my most precious raga,
It’s not an story..,  it’s a saga !!
A story about  a few reasons,
2 friends.., and their varying opinions !!

It started wd d colg 6 yrs back,
Initially we both were.. in different tracks !!
Our age had just crossed d bars,
We came to college.. aiming million stars !!
Eye catcher among the millions,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

With the mystique innocence and simplicity,
The guy had come.. from a small city !!
People admired his passion,
but he waited.. for life to teach him a lesson !!
The second character of the story,
Was an amazing… fun loving chhori !!
With the twinkle in her eyes,
She was a darling.. among the guys !!

Though at first, we were in different tracks,
Different classrooms and.. different Spocs !!
And pretty soon our paths crossed,
and in next few days.. we were sitting across !!
In the beginning I was amazed,
But now I know.. d game God played !!
Together we took all the lessons,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

With a simple “hi” it started off,
No one knew.. this far it would go !!
From the classroom jokes it continued till Cafeteria,
And within few months,.. we discovered “DOG BARKING Area”
This was the spot where she always sat,
While I used to surf.. the remaining nest !!

The gang was big and crossed twenty,
But we two were.. a little senti !!
“Have found good mate”, we both believed,
But idiot us.. no one revealed !!
Semesters passed and Time went on,
We were so proud.. of our strengthening bond !!
“Friends forever”, was our decision,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

We fought like crazy every now and then,
People used to enjoy.. our debating trends !!
People loved our smiles and prayed for us,
But there were also a few.. who envied us !!
But this pair hardly cared,
And in this bond..  there was nothing unshared !!

We both cried and laughed together,
Together we enjoyed.. every weather !!
It’s true, there were ON and OFFs,
But both knew, we can’t afford each other’s loss !!
We laughed and fought  for no reasons,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!


The time then paused as college ended,
We both knew.. time can’t bend it !!
We trusted our bond and came more closer,
That was the best time.. we both pondered !!
But destiny came with a twist,
Both fought over something.. not that petite..
We never thought such a  day would come,
No one talked… both were affirmed !!
For the first time we had a reason,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!

This was not a small fight,
As both had egos.. sharper than d light
She was hurt, big time hurt,
And He cud never.. forgive himself for d burst !!
But this tragic time was not the ending,
As it wasn’t such a.. weak binding !!

As beginners  we started again,
But the time that went.. had brought many changes !!
She was not  like how I left,
My friend was lost.. in a  theft !!
I had nothing against that thief,
Nor I could.. express my grief !!
I am a confused, but this was the biggest confusion,
We have seen.. all the seasons !!


It  restarted well and went  like forever,
With time we were.. at our  best like ever..
No big deal, it had to happen,
Both have memories..  unforgotten !!
Still  I felt, I have lost her,
Didn’t want to say..  as that wud hv bothered !!

I barely  know who turned the story,
Both were amazed.. chhora n chhori !!
It was d beginning of a wonderful feeling,
Though there have been wounds.. that don’t know healing
So if I say this, I have my reasons,

That we have seen.. all the seasons !!!!!


-Amar Alwani


I wish, I wudn’t have gone…

I never loved it
but I cudnt help it
I was no longer a kid ..
No excuses wud have did..
Travelling all alone….
I wish I wudnt have gone…..

M siting in a corner… all squeezed..
Cnt really answr it ws  fear or d breeze…
Looking outside d window….
In a hope dat ds  fear might go..
But yes dat wonderful corner…
Is d best place to see the nature’s order…

I can see trees moving…
Cute but  wobbly huts passing….
People working on their farms…
A few tractors, a few barren lands..
Kids playing with the stones and strands..
A lady tying her hair wd her band…

The kid sitting next to me…
Was also thinking free..
I went into d days when I ws a kid..
Lot many questions and never sticking to seat…
I tried to catch him with motions of my eyes..
He gave me a look completely disguise…
I asked hz name in a Kiddush tone…..

He blushed and hid beneath hz mother’s stole…
Oh I can see my fear fading….
The oxen out thr, masticating..
What’s dat thing , he pointed out…
Dats a “neel gai” I wanted to shout…
Her mother to rescue who answered his query…
Moms are sweetest of all the fairies…

Then started rounds of talking…
Every one boasting of histories n geographies…
I know I was about to get bore..
Cause they all have got a topic for another hour…
Everyone had an opinion on every tiny matter…
Debating out, I could only get a few words n that too shattered..

Again I referred gazing outside the window…
Into d sky watching birds in flocks go…
I wonder whom to praise for d way they gather..
Making such beautiful flocks using their feathers..
Sitting among d strangers and travelling alone….

How I wish, I wudn’t have gone…

-Amar Alwani

They still say I am a kid !!

I am in the corporate for last 2 years..
I have seen smiling faces and witnessed d tears !!
I have my colleagues deeply inclined..
I have confronted a dozen clients !!
I know the procedures..
I have been with the leaders !!
Still they have not open up their lid..
They still say I am a kid !!

I have been a champ through all the phase..
I was loved on all the stages !!
Friends seek my opinion on all the cases..
Sometimes fun some time embraces !!
A leader in school and a motivator in college..
Every one admired  this lad on his  voyage !!
And now when I have started proving my metal..
M still struggling in this battle !!
As if I have loosen many bid..
They still say I am a kid !!

Mom’s helping hand in d households..
And dad’s shoulder at his workshop !!
In family I was d eldest..
Neighbors say this guy is d best !!
Make everyone smile even without a reason..
I had to go ahead no matter what’s d season !!
Alone I should not drive to Noida, my dad insist..
Oh gosh..they still say I am a kid !!

I can sense d world’s motion..
I can predict everyone’s  notion !!
Before entering, I always knock d door..
I am among d best performer on d floor !!
Since very beginning I am clear about  my goals..
And I am trying hard, I can write this in bolds !!
I respect women and every human..
Bt  hw can I bear when they act inhuman !!
I have leant to give and to forgive..
Unless and until my ego gets breached !!
In all I have learnt al d emotions..
M no longer God’s best creation (baby) !!
My humor is what people love..
But this doesn’t mean I am not sagacious !!
This is one thing I want to get rid..
Y d hell they say I am a kid !!

-Amar Alwani

(Written on October 13, 2010 )

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Baithe baiithe kya karein karna hai kuch kaam…
Bore horae hain aj hum,
 Nahi hai karne ko kuch kaammm….
(Na hai khane ko aam….)

So I decided now…
That I should write a
letter now….
(and now u will say wow..)

It has been high time
That we met…
& even higher that we played
“Jab we met”

Likhte likhte feel arahi hai ek….
Chod hcl n sftwr ki field…
Ban sakta hoon lyricist nek….


Likhna a main kabhi na chodunga..
Rakhi ho ya shabana sab ko impress kardoonga…
(i.e. gulzar n  javed akhtar ki chutti kar doonga….)

Aage likha to ye jaana…
Shayri me bhi hai  hamari…
Zehareela nazrana…..

Wah wah wah..
Wah ustad wah…..

yu hi..

Got ur msg after a long time…
I came to ofc today early sunshine…
Msg tha purana tera.. bt ignore kar dia maine…
U r missing since ages, jaise bicchdi judwa behnen…(ok ds was crazy.. :-( )
I don’t hav gud wrk to do today…
Feeling like having brtnnia gudday…
Lunch karne ki feel nai aati ab….
Khali chairs dikhti hain, cafĂ© jao jab…
Petha nai khaya tere tiffin ka fr so long….
ek friend mila karta tha par wo bhi ab gone…
Kahan hai yar tu aksar poochta hoon main…
Is question ko literally mean nai karta hoon main…
Jane kyun lag ra hai m sounding boring…
Pehle wali mails jitni hai nahi writing…

Now finally I am free

Always busy and never free.
I now finally has weekend with meee.
Shall spent time in sleeing or hang with my friends.
Today, no one in my PG and no light,
So cannot connect with my friends,
nor IT world(My laptop/Mobile)
But I will not miss this weekend, no way.

So up to the mountains of creativity I flew.
I went alone, without a crew..
It buzzed around, there was no one to hurt,
it gives me relief of comfort..
picked up some colors and brush...
threw some painting in tarsh..
Finally I found an idea..
its seems to be diiferent
with lots of colors..creativity..
it can be my destiny..
with so much gain..
hope i'll not muck it up again..!!

I'll keep try to fly high till i got it right

Now finally  I am free.
You’re wrong if you think that’s the end.
That is the beginning of my journey....

-Juhi